|Something about youtube and content creation|

Youtube is fucking weird dude

like i really want to make youtube videos, like i REALLY want to make youtube videos

but i struggle more than i should on what to center my videos on

as an example, i REALLY want to make review style videos where i go through a whole show and review and rank it episode by episode (i want to do this for adventure time and TMA)

but i also want to make gamedev centric videos and minecraft videos and all that other shit

and i KNOW i can't do it all, not only because ill burn myself the fuck out but also because youtube will not like the different content.

like imagine if you subscribe to a gal because of her cool game she's making, and then she dosent upload for MONTHS

and all of a sudden out of nowhere she drops a 30 minute long video ranking all of the episodes from the first season of the magnus archives -like that would be insane. -

and vice versa ofc.

you would probably unsubscribe right? i would, i mean dont get me wrong i love both of those types of content but i want one OR the other, not both.

so instead i need to choose a nieche, which - for an autistic bitch who has to be good at everything like me - IS FUCKING DIFFICULT!!!!!

and so i come to a crossroads: do i make longform reviews of shows i love,

occasional game devlog shit

or something else i havent even considered????

bassically what im saying here is im going to make content in one form or the other but i cant choose one thing.

Like i said earlier im deffinately a jack of all trades master of none sort

like i draw but also program but also edit and also game and also ihewui8tgsihtieurthueshrtuherth

im struggling to choose a nieche for my conte

(Archival note: This is where the text file ends. I do remember writing this but in the sense that i remember that i wrote it, not the actual act of me writing it. As such i have no recolection of what would come after here, though i assume the full word would be "content" for obvious reasons.)